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It is really quite stupid that when things are seemingly getting better...u get something smacked right on your face...-.- that's kinda what happened to me actually...I have been down with flu recently...well not exactly down but heck it's real annoying when you have 'post-nasal dripping' (that's what the doc said...: \) or whatever it is...

Well lets just say I've had better days...I thought I was getting better...but apparently I was wrong...was coughing my lungs out after I went BTS today...probably cuz I was around when WZ is smoking...but heck I'm not taking any chances that it won't be back...so I went to the doc's again...and this time...I get an extra 2 packets of meds...YIPEE YA~ I'm so bloated of meds right now...-.- Zzzzzzzz....

On a separate occasion...When I came home after driving WZ to the Pandan Jaya LRT station...I opened the front gate to the parking space in my house...and there it is...my old busted up 96' model Honda Civic...AHHH~MISSED IT SOOOOO MUCH...And then I looked closer...WHAT THE FUCK???!!! The whole rear bumper is like...hancur kecai...-.- And I was sitting in Jono's (my elder bro who's currently studying in AUS) car...thinking what in the hell happened to it? Then...flashback...My younger bro Kit was driving it a few days ago...-.- He just got his 'P' License about a week ago...and that pretty much sums up everything...

DUDE!!! Can't you just listen to me for like once??? I friggin told you to practice around the neighborhood BEFORE you actually drive on the road...It's not all in the books you read when u are going for the undang exam...-.- this is practical...with disastrous driving heck you might even get someone killed!!! KILLED!!! KIIIIIIILLLLLLEEEEEEEEED!!!!!!!! Well I hope he reads this...-.-

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Anyways...since Zh wanted me to post some photos of myself on the web...so here it is...in COLOR!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOT~!!! *(lame-o)*



Yes...it's me and WZ if that's what you're thinking...well...maybe you're not thinking at all...heh...And don't worry...we're not Neo-Nazi or anything...we won't pull out guns and smack the hell out of you only to shoot you later while shouting 'HEIL HITLER!!!' just because you're jewish...

Has been and always will be...

Peer groups...it literally means a bunch of people with similar personalities and traits that always hangs out together...yea...I'm sure everyone has their fair share of peer discrimination experiences...

Mine would be unlike most people...In high school...I'm the quiet kid that sits behind the class...rarely muttering a word except for when talking to my friends...then again...I don't really have much friends back in high school...And those few friends that I have...I really do appreciate them like no one else does...they are like diamonds to me...Believe me...If you are one of those guys or girls who are actually considered 'cool' and hang around a bunch of other 'cool' people...Friends are like a hive of bees...where when one of the bees got smashed on a car's wind screen...the next day would just go by like nothing had happened...just the loss of one insignificant...thing...

Every now and then...We would come in contact with one of these 'cool' people...I recently did...And over the months we knew each other...I started to have feelings for her...How could I get close to her? And get to know her more? 'Just be yourself'...that's Cheese Babe's advice...it really is easier said than done babe...to people like you...to be yourself means being cheerful and talking alot...keeping a smile on your face and constantly having fun...but those actions are the exact opposite of being myself...and by being myself...'cool' people find me BORING...'cool' people like you babe...'cool' people like my crush...'cool' people like those who left me in the corner of the classroom to dream away instead of letting me join the fun everyone's having...

In the end...It just made me realize that me and her are just 2 persons from 2 completely different worlds...what are the chances on me getting her? slim...real slim...slimmer than a piece of tissue perhaps...I'm not giving up if that's what you think...but in the end...does it really matter that I love her? personally...I don't think so...that's probably why I've been listening to some old Linkin Park Albums lately...yea...stupid...but it's true...

So my overall mood lately would be like the picture below...



COOL HUH??? XD

Wee~

Yay...a new keyboard finally...XD and a mouse too...really tired of having to punch the keys when I'm typing...-.-

Well before that I went to the doctor's...to get some meds for my flu...well at least my runny nose is gone now...but the sore throat is as bad as it can get cuz I'm coughing way too much...>< so much that I bruised my throat...so when I cough...It hurts...when I drink...It hurts...not much but yes...it stings...-.-

Got myself some antibiotics and some cough drops...Oh well...lets see if it works...if it does I should be ok in a few days' time...: \

Aww man...

Well I haven't got any sleep last night although I don't really know why...(might be the flu though)...and I have have an 8am class...yipee ya...and as for now...the flu is only becoming worse...gotta see a doc tomolo...

I have an appointment with Ju Anne so I skipped the class...telling WZ to help me sign my attendance...and yes...u heard me right...we are somehow able to be on good terms again...not that it's a bad thing or whatever...but hey...I think we've been through these kinda shit for so many times that we're probably used to it already...: \ or bored of it...><

Well either way...I found out that WZ could be a real ass while he's playing DOTA...: \ he didn't help me sign my attendance...have to run all the way up to class hoping it hasn't ended yet so I could at least sign the list...and thank god I did...

So me n Ju Anne went to have some breakfast...and after that help her get some art supplies...then we did what we came to do...I was supposed to finally teach her how to do side-parking...she has taken like 4 driving tests and still somehow manages to fail it...I have no idea how but she did...I was quite surprised really...but after I saw how she drove...question's answered...she's really a disaster...won't go into details...but yea...that's more proof that most pretty/cute girls can't drive...: \

After that awful experience that left a lil present on my rear bumper...we decided to call it quits...and went to have some fun in a cyber cafe...hey dun blame me...she likes CS for one and she wants me to teach her DOTA...: \ and yes...I can see that she's having plenty of fun while I'm constantly watching over her back just so she won't get 'killed'...-.-

Oh well...after I drove her back home...I went back home for some rest myself...and that sums up the day...with the exception of my flu getting worse of cuz...-.-

Sleepless

Geez...can't sleep again...it's not without a reason this time though...got myself a sore throat yest by eating alot of roasted chicken wings...and to top that up...some fool turned my air conditioner to 18 C...and no i didn't know...so i ended up with a flu also...now the flem are travelling towards my throat instead of going out through my nose...think it's getting my throat infected...damn it's annoying...

Moral of the 'story'

Don't eat a bunch of roasted chicken wings in 1 go!

FFK-ed...BIG TIME...-.-

Like I said in my last post...D-Day was yesterday nite...or at least it was supposed to be...All the top racers in BTS has gathered up and like brothers in arms we were ready for whatever the Singaporeans would throw at us during a battle...EVAL, me, WZ, VIPER, and Kenji were all there...including ZH who is tagging along...

We were all psyched for the upcoming battle...except for ZH of cuz...he went home himself while we kept waiting...but in the end...the Singaporeans nv showed up...

Bloody FFk-er...



THE CHALLENGE IS NOW OFF!!!

And on top of that...the racer who all thought who's damn good...namely BearZ* (who also issued the challenge)...is not that good of a player either...apparently EVAL whupped his ass before...and if EVAL can whup his ass...being the overall better player...I can too...and if I can too...he's no match to the top player in BTS...who is WZ...and he even dared to get cocky in an international forum...WTF???!!!Our respect for him is gone...gone way beyond repair...it's just like *pfffft* it vanished into thin air or something...such a huge disappointment on a day that could be so much more...

D-DAY

Yeap...D-DAY is here...today AND tomolo would be the day of judgement for the community that plays MT3 in TS...the Singaporeans are already here and are accepting challengers from this moment to Saturday night 7pm...Zh will be tagging along to join the MT community and I'll teach him on how to handle a car properly...

Now that I think about it...It is actually quite stupid that we're taking this game seriously...but hey...it can be said as an international competition now...though unofficial...it would certainly be nice to someday see ourselves in a magazine participating an official tournament...=D the MT series have not been getting the lime light that it deserves in Malaysia...Thx to ID and their fanboys...somehow ppl just love to play the game with it's exaggerating 'drifting' and 'brake to go faster' theory...it's just...ridiculous...

We have already decided as in who will race them...WZ will be racing in the Shinkanjo New Belt Line, Yokohane Line, and Hakone...Viper would be taking C1 and Wangan Line into his hands...And the last to the line u would be 4G63 in Osaka/Hanshin Loop Line...they are the best in their respective maps in BTS...and lets hope that they are good enough to take on the Singaporeans...

I will also join in a friendly race that will not determine the outcome of this competition...just to see if i can keep up...OR win...=D