Sigh...so Ju Anne has left the country now...went to the US of A to further her studies...and won't be back for a while either...who's next? Everyone's leaving around me..friends are getting less...that's the bad thing about choosing friends in terms of quality rather than quantity...-__-
But hey...at least Jono (my elder bro) is coming back from Aus soon...looking forward to spend some time with him again...But that rings another bell...Christmas...What the hell a I gonna do on Christmas??? I've probably been asking myself this for years now...and most of the time I'll end up getting dragged to church by my 2 brothers, family dinner, and....I have no idea what else...but non of it is what I wanted...for example...hanging out with friends (most have prior commitments), or going on a date (yea...you wish)...
Seriously man...what the heck...Christmas is supposed to be fun and all...but almost every freaking Christmas all I got is boredom...which I already have more than enough of...After my 2 weeks 'house arrest' cuz my the surgery on my ankle...nothing much has changed really...just that I can go out now...then again there's really not much people I can spend time with...like I said...I select my friends...and making friends ain't exactly easy to people like me...we have this handful and we are tankful for them cuz no one else seems to like to spend time to get to know people these days...sigh...
FYI I'm still pretty detached from my family...I have no idea why...I just don't like spending time with my family...wyh? I have no idea...I guess I'm just not the family kinda person...which is bad I guess...but whatever...this is me...I like how I am...so screw it...
But hey...at least Jono (my elder bro) is coming back from Aus soon...looking forward to spend some time with him again...But that rings another bell...Christmas...What the hell a I gonna do on Christmas??? I've probably been asking myself this for years now...and most of the time I'll end up getting dragged to church by my 2 brothers, family dinner, and....I have no idea what else...but non of it is what I wanted...for example...hanging out with friends (most have prior commitments), or going on a date (yea...you wish)...
Seriously man...what the heck...Christmas is supposed to be fun and all...but almost every freaking Christmas all I got is boredom...which I already have more than enough of...After my 2 weeks 'house arrest' cuz my the surgery on my ankle...nothing much has changed really...just that I can go out now...then again there's really not much people I can spend time with...like I said...I select my friends...and making friends ain't exactly easy to people like me...we have this handful and we are tankful for them cuz no one else seems to like to spend time to get to know people these days...sigh...
FYI I'm still pretty detached from my family...I have no idea why...I just don't like spending time with my family...wyh? I have no idea...I guess I'm just not the family kinda person...which is bad I guess...but whatever...this is me...I like how I am...so screw it...
