Sunday, October 28, 2007

Oh Em Gee...

Gah...Haven't been updating lately...just dun feel like it cuz nothing happened in particular...: \ Other than Cheese Babe being hospitalized...@@ like the title said...OMG!...I was really speechless when she told me she was rushed to the emergency ward cuz of some virus/micro plasma infection which could be fatal (according to Stephen)...and I thought she was just overworking herself...apparently she was rushed to the emergency ward...but it was a speedy recovery...she spent just 4 days in the hospital and was well enough when I saw her last night...and today...she was discharged...=) grats!

On a separated incident...an official challenge to the community that plays MT3 in TS or around M'sia has been issued by BearZ...his 'noob-team' -SIA- is coming down to KL this Friday to race us...to determine our lvl of competition...or just for trashing purposes...I heard that players from Penang who were the best over there went over to Singapore for a tournament...they were ALL eliminated in the 1st leg...and they were not even close to securing a 3rd place during 4-way battles (4 player races)...WZ is pretty much screwed since he claimed himself to be the best in TS (which is probably true)...I think I'm the runner up...heh...=D when the Singaporeans arrive...he had to race them for the sake of TS n M'sia...so much for being the best...he is now frustrated thinking bout battle tactics for the coming D-Day where he'll hav to face merciless opponents...it doesn't really matter if he loses...but ppl that read in the forums will come to TS and watch...or join in the battle...if he lost by a small margin then it would be a good lost...but if they practically left him in the dust...that would be humiliation...

Rules and regulations are already out...and so is the time and venue...D-Day is confirmed...!!!
2nd of November in Berjaya Times Square!!! If anyone is interested in watching our match please be there...time is not specified yet so I think it's gonna be in the afternoon...


Just came back from dinner in KLCC...my younger bro bought some clothes and I was doing nothing there again...-.- that kinda boredom will sometimes make me think about things...anything...but this time in particular...it somehow hit me that I'm really wasting my life away the past year and a half...I've been doing nothing with my life...that's not exactly good is it? : \ I'm not studying well...my grades are bad and I'm just plain lazy...I'm really wasting time here...and now that I think about it...I have 3 mid-terms coming up this week...and I'm practically screwed cuz I haven't studied for any of it...fail and retake? NOT A CHANCE!!! time to pucker up...even if I did badly for my midterm it is still not too late for me to recover...I still have test 2 and finals...and an assignment for Com Studies...as long as i study like all hell will break loose if I don't then I still have a chance of passing it...with that said...I'll need some friends to watch over me...and make sure that I do not slack off too much...face it...I just can't study non-stop till the finals...it would kill me! So slacking off would be guaranteed...but I can't afford to be doing it too much...

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Haiz...

Despite going to sleep at 3am yest nite...I woke up at 5:30...automatically...I don't felt like I slept at all...just remembered that I was rolling on my bed...just rolling...and rolling...and rolling...no I didn't fell down from the bed mind you...

Waking up feeling kinda moody and emo...really...what is wrong with me? I have no idea at all...been like this for a while...well...I need to get help...sent an SOS to my kai jie before I went to roll on my bed last night... : \ she's kinda like my personal psychologist now...like how Cheese Babe's bro is to her...I can tell her everything and anything...and if I wanted it to be just between me and her...it will stay that way unless it's really necessary to let some one else know...I trust her...

Well...waking up at 5:30 in the morning when I'm having 8 am classes is just a bore...that's why the blog update...at least this will keep my fingers tapping on the keyboard...and thinking what to type and stuff...writing/typing/blogging has always been a kind of therapy to me...I express myself much better in words than in person...I actually enjoy typing for some reason which I don't really know either...maybe it's because I'm in my own little world every time I start pounding away on the keyboard...and it's probably the same reason that I manage to be one of Cheese Babe's close friends...well...considering myself lucky to even know such an amazing person like her...

While typing this blog...I'm not listening to the music that I usually listen to...namely Yuzo Koshiro's WMMT soundtracks which have got me captivated for the past few weeks as I really can't stop listening to them...I'm listening to Michael Buble instead...especially one particular song...everything...I really have to thank Cheese Babe for it...she sent me the song...which I found it great...and so I was starting to be interested about Michael Buble...his songs are real relaxing...and I really actually felt better while listening to it...this is no lie cuz anyone who knows me would probably notice the huge difference between the blog entries yesterday and today...although the music is not really my thing...but listening to the lyrics...it really reflects many of my feelings towards my crush now...been in love with her for the better part of the year...she's kinda everything to me now...as long as she's happy then I'm good...

Yet that comes to another question...is it really okay to be like that? My kai jie told me that that really is not the way to live...no matter how much I love her I should not place her as a priority and live my days and making my decisions because of her...yes it does show that I'm truly devoted to her now...but like my kai jie said...I could end up getting hurt like that...and it's true...I have been hurt alot of times ever since I realized that I had fell for her...but she can't be blamed...she doesn't know...and due to her current situation...confession would most likely lead to breaking whatever friendship we both had cheerished between us...I would need to be patient and keep waiting...again...

What the hell is wrong with me???

Sometimes it really makes me wonder...WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME??? I can't sleep for no frigging reasons again...why can't I just close my eyes and go to sleep like I usually do?
WHY???
WHY???
WHY???
This seems to keep happening lately...I'm going crazy...

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Shabu shabu?

Well I get to hang out with Cheese Babe again at last...it's been like 2-3 months since we hung out with each other...

It's quite stupid really...we had the whole 'trip' planned and I was really looking forward to it...but thx to several unforeseen circumstances it all came down to just dinner...dinner then leave...so much for the master plan...-.-

Then we had another guy joining us...Stephen...I could say he's the guy who saved my ass since I don't want the dinner to be boring..at least not to her... : \ So the whole time it is just me n my buddy being our stupid selves while she is having fun yaking away with Stephen...it got kinda boring for me but like I said...at least she's not bored...: \

Well the food sux...big time...I could do better in my house using ingredients that I bought myself...-.- and what the hell? The restaurant's name is 'Shabu Shabu'...it kinda means Japanese steamboat...but what do we get? The only thing close to Japanese food is the miso soup...we don't even have beef...wth??? Service sux too...it kinda pains me to be paying 10% for the service tax...-.-

So after she n Stephen left I went to the arcades again with my buddy...to make do with the quite disappointing trip...at least I had fun there...some idiot thought he could take me on and kept losing...free stars for my new car...

But that's about it...that really kinda sums up the whole day for me...bored? hell yes...the only thing exciting about the trip was I get to see Cheese Babe and Stephen...Cheese Babe is looking stunning as usual...and it's really good to see her smiling and laughin like that...thx again Stephen...

Sunday, October 14, 2007

WOOOOOT~~~

'Yea baby...XD' as the tinker says.../o/ went to TS to arcade a while since there ain't anything better to do after the plan was canceled... : \ And guess what?=D I got my Osaka Crown back in MT3...XD...yea man...and i took it back with just one try...what can i say?I'm good...XD and i just realised that the TS kakis are not that noobish compared to singaporeans either...the BearZ i 'worshiped' has a run time in Hakone in the 2'32' range...i'm just a second behind...=D

It was fun at the arcade today...we went wild and kept racing each other...VIPER was test driving my RX-8 and he loved it...big time...=D and i test drove his 911 turbo too...the car is crazily fast on the straights...but kinda hard to turn the front... : \ and it's damn heavy...-.- the GC8 Subaru Impreza is not bad too...=D we were laughing our heads off while we're racing against each other...that's stupid...XD but fun...=D

After the arcade spree...i asked the MT buddies if they wanna go for lunch together? All agreed and we head towards the mamak just outside TS...but before that...i have to pay a whopping 10 bucks for parking...-.- damn the parking rates at TS...

Well I went to mamak with 3 MT buddies...namely 'Fei Zai' (fat kid), VIPER aka Robin...and another guy that i just met today...=D we sat down in the mamak and just started talking bout stuff...any kinda stuff...from the game to cars...from the cars to how digi sux like hell...and from how digi sux like hell to next year's Japan GT Malaysian leg...that was the first time i hung out with any of them...and i have to admit...they are a friendly bunch...=) we just sat at the mamak and lepak for 1 whole hour talking nonsense...well it's not like i get to do this everyday so what the heck?XD at least that made my day...and I made a new friend too...although don't know his name /o/...yet...=P well there's always next time that we will both showed up together in TS...

PE@CE OUT

Saturday, October 13, 2007

It's back!!!XD

YES!!! IT'S BACK!!! It's me n my bro's beloved car...XD his 'Jessica Alba' LOL...
*Note: the following will be entirely in metaphor*
'Jessica' is finally out of the 'hospital'...it's about a month after the horrific accident that nearly 'disfigured' her...i missed her...LOL...when she's back...i took her out for a 'walk'...'physiotherapy'...=P then i discovered that she has lost her 'voice'...and she's taking her 'steps' funny...so i sent her back to the 'hospital' for another check up again...i went to the 'hospital' to see how she was doing today...but the 'doctor' took her out to see if the 'treatments' worked...so i went home for a nap...half an hour later...the 'doctor' contacted me and told me that she's ready to go home...i went to the 'hospital' to pick her up...the 'doctor' told me what's wrong with her and how he 'cured' it...it seems like the accident was much worse than expected...there's a cut in her 'heart' and she's suffering from 'internal bleeding'...her 'vocal chords' are not connected...and her 'leg bones' are not properly 'screwed' back in place...she had another 'surgery' just before i went to check on her...the 'doctor' found an 'organ donor'...but everything is ok now...=) she's able to talk and walk normally again...

HOW'S THAT FOR METAPHOR?? /o/ \o\ \o/

If you can't understand the above...read on...

About a month after the accident the car came back...i took it out for a drive to see if there's anything wrong with it...i found that the radio is not working and the gearknob is VERY loose...it makes the gear changes awkward...so i took it back to garage to see what's wrong with it...the next day...the mechanic told me that the engine block has a crack on it and it's leaking fuel...the cables for the radio aren't connected to the battery and he screwed the gearknob extra tight...and there it is...ready to be driven again...=)

Anyways...really hope i can hang out with Cheese Babe...Ju Ween...and my buddy zh next week...keeping my fingers crossed...=) and i can drive my bro's 'Jessica Alba' to pick them up...XD/o/