Can't sleep...

SIGH~~*

Can't sleep again...No idea why...Didn't really slept much during the afternoons really...Geez...Luckily I'm not having any classes tomorrow...then again I have plans to hang out with my best friend tomorrow...So either way I'm gonna end up half screwed...

I wish that these sleepless nights would just go away...sometimes they gave me too much time to think...and there goes my mind again...either dreaming with my eyes open...or just thinking about crap...

Something did crossed my mind when I lied on my bed just now though...I'm not missing her that much for quite some time already...I think I'm getting over her...good thing...but she still makes me weak by just calling me my 'pet name' -_-...well at least there's improvement...

And now I'm thinking...whether to watch Indiana Jones or Narnia tomorrow...both seems nice enough to me...I watch one of the old Indiana Jones movies...which is surprisingly good...and the fact that a lot of stuff in comedies and action movies are based on Indiana Jones...Trailer seems promising too...and Narnia...I watched the first one...I forgot who I watched it with though...I just remembered that the first Narnia isn't all that great...it's mildly entertaining but nothing special...might be good for kids though...Prince Caspian...which is the second movie...sounds interesting enough...both my brother and sister has already watched it...they said it's nice...so I guess it's safe to bet on it...but as for right now...I'm quite divided between the two...

Unlucky

I can only guess that my unlucky streak is coming back to haunt me again...the -R.V- match is a complete failure for my team...and I participated in it cuz one of our initial participants weren't being his usual self that day...Oh well...we lost...that aside...

I have to spend one freaking semester studying ONE freaking subject...

Yes...I guess that's how my college gets money...geez...they aren't allowing me to bring up my last subject so I could move on the year 1...so that's how it is...

Furthermore...today...I went to the arcades again...for the fun of playing...BUT...things aren't really going as I expect...I was so off-form today that I can't even do a clean run in any course...I'm crashing so much that it's not even funny anymore...O_o I guess I'm really having bad luck lately...

I just hope that this doesn't goes on for a long time like how it did during the period in high skool when I broke my ankle...-_-

Penang trip and sem start...

So I went to a poorly planned penang trip with wz, zh and kenneth...and that's just sad...yes...sad...We spent most of our time driving around...will not go into details since it's a VERY long story...but going on a nearly pointless road trip is still way better than staying home my whole holidays...

And my exam results are out by the way...I miraculously passed the 2 subjects that I think I would fail and filed the one subject that I think I don't have any problems with...-.- I guess luck really isn't on my side...but then again I worked my ass off for the other 2 so I guess I deserve passing those...and kinda neglected the one that I failed...Well either way 2/1 is a good thing...

But the thing is...I just went to my head of skool and asked if I could bring up the last subject to year one and complete it...I mean...spending 1 sem on ONE subject isn't really what's on my mind...I'll have too much free time...and I have to pay for another sem...well not exactly I pay...more like my father's paying...I don't really like to waste his money either...

Then again I told my dad if I couldn't get through last sem I would go out and look for work instead of going to another college...But I just can't accept this......'defeat'...... I can't find a better word cuz this is really the closest word to how I feel now...once again my stupidity made me fall into a hole...a very deep one this time...I can only hope my father will give me this one chance to do it...

Speaking of another matter...this Friday the 9th of May will be team -R.V- 's 1st team competition...I have some good expectations from this team...my team...we seek to prove that playing less doesn't mean we're inferior...and that we are indeed a team to be feared...then again the chances of us winning in this is slim...but if I were to participate (which I'm not going to since the team has made it's decision on who's to go) I would give it all I have no questions asked cuz it's not just about me anymore...If I go down...the whole team goes down with me...Best of lcuk to Kenji and Dominic who will be on the front line...I'll be around Mid Valley to cheer on my team though...and of course...we'll have our long overdue 2nd team gathering...nothing much really...just having dinner and stuff...

On a separate note...When can I finally have my paint ball game???!!!-.-"