PC fair and Pink Lady's B'day celebration...

So I finally got my new PC...but for the time being it's still in parts and now I'm currently at Wz's house putting it together...and blogging too lol...

So here goes me starting the day off asking money from my dad for the new CPU yesterday morning...Not exactly a good start but heck it's the last day of PC fair and bargains are everywhere...and IF you're lucky you might get some free goodies too...heck I even heard a buy 1 free 2 offer for webcams...sounds ridiculous but that's what I heard...

I managed to ask WZ and Kenji out and follow me to the PC fair cuz my knowledge about computers are half baked at best...So it's better that I bring these 2 along...At least like that I'll have an idea what I should buy next time and stuff...

So we shoppped for my stuff for like 2 hours or so...and I actually got most of my stuff at only ONE booth...yes...one...PC fair is that stupid...You'll have to walk through the whole convention just for a friggin pendrive...

So anyhow...After walking around the PC fair for 2 hours...we finally got out and dumped the stuffs into my car...then we went yum cha abit....and walked over to Sungei Wang so WZ could get a B'day present for his girlfriend Hiao Seng AKA the Pink Lady ( she's obsessed with pink )...After another hour of walking around...WZ's got a bouquet of flowers with 2 lil teddy bears in the middle of it and another stuffed dog for his girlfriend...cute

We met with the rest of the gang later and I made 2 new friends...Ederine...A crazy girl that is truly crazy and Aaron Chen...A 24 year old that will be flying to the USA to further his studies at the end of next month...they both are quite nice to talk to...and the funny thing is...Ederine is actually Kenji's former skool mate...and Ederine's friend kinda have a crush on him...XD so me and WZ was like....WOOOOOT~ lolololol

Well the day is quite tiring...and I'm having this migraine almost the whole day...that sucked really bad though...-.-

Fate?

So it was me again who gave in to my own weaknesses...Yes...somehow I just can't stand life without her and got in touch with her again...

Well she was as clueless as usual about what's going on with me...but we were still able to work out our differences...so guess what? we're friends again...no surprise there...

What's surprising was this actually...Just about a week after we were in touch with each other again...she suddenly called me out of the blue...yes....for no apparent reason...just so say hi she said...but yea...I was so happy she called that I actually can't continue on my afternoon nap...not that I don't want to...just that I'm too happy to feel tired anymore...

Then later at night...I wasn't really in the mood to study nor watch TV...nor getting my ass to a nearby cyber cafe to have internet access...I decided to go to Times Square and Sungei Wang to brush up my skills on my favorite arcade racing game...I was in Times Square for about 45 minutes before I went over to Sungei Wang...

So I was planning to go to the arcade at the 2nd floor...I walked to SW from TS and got into an elevator...the arcade is on the second floor...but the buttons in the elevator are all smudged and all...I just pushed the on that SEEMS like 2 to me...when I got out of the elevator...I looked around and found myself kinda lost...I thought I'm on the second floor...but I was actually on the ground floor...

So I was kinda lost and all...walking around...not really sure which floor I'm in...then she called...and guess what? She saw me walking around without a clue where I'm at...-.- so she called me over to join her at a nearby restaurant with her bf...I usually find it really hard to refuse whatever she asks of me so I agreed...

Going to the restaurant she said she's in itself was really challenging in a sense...I mean...I haven't seen her for 5 months or so...and I was really really nervous...

YES...I ADMIT I'M REALLY SHY FOR A GUY
but that's me...nothing I can really do about it...: \

The moment I saw her is really the best thing that happened to me for the last few months...I was really shy and probably blushing and all...I FELT SO EMBARRASSED...but deep down inside...I was really really happy to have ran into her that day...after all that blundering she had to be there where I don't plan to be yet ended up being...

I guess this is what they call fate...

Memories

I was in class...trying concentrate on what the lecturer is saying...but the projector isn't working so it's kinda boring...so I decided to sent a msg to my friend and see if we could chat a little...

There I was...thinking I was keying in my friend's number...and before I knew it...Rowena's number was in the 'send to:' spot...I shook it off...and tried to key in my friend's number again...the same thing happened...

I don't know what's happening...I don't even know what I was doing until I finished typing her numbers...I didn't even noticed until the last second...

That really ruined my otherwise ordinarily boring day...

I miss her...it's only been more or less a month since I told myself I don't wanna have anything to do with her anymore...and it feels like it's been half a year...I miss her badly...but the missing ends here...all I'll ever do is miss her...I will not break the ice no more...I'm sick of it...

The best way to describe my feelings are probably these...

I've put my trust in you,
Pushed as far as I can go,
and for all this,
There's only one thing you should know.
I've tried so hard, and got so far,
But in the end, it doesn't even matter,
I had to fall to lose it all,
But in the end,
IT DOESN'T EVEN MATTER

Fix you

When you try your best but you don't succeed,
When you get what you want but not what you need,
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep,
Stuck in reverse.

And the tears come streaming down your face,
When you lose something you can't replace,
When you love someone but it goes to waste,
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home,
and ignite your bones,
and I will try to fix you.

And high up above or down below,
When you're too in love to let it go,
But if you never try then you'll never know,
Just what you're worth.

Lights will guide you home,
and ignite your bones,
and I will try to fix you.

Tears stream, down your face,
When you lose something you cannot replace,
Tears stream, down your face and ahhhh...

Tears stream, down your face,
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes,
Tears stream, down your face and ahhhh...

Lights will guide you home,
and ignite your bones,
and I will try to fix you.

Disappointed

So I guess this is really just my luck...That everytime I fall in love...I had to fall out of love the most heart-breaking way anyone can possibly imagine...It's so sad and pathetic that I don't even want to say it a second time...

This is kinda the 1st time I ever felt this way about anyone...that bitter-sweetness that is so hard to let go of...that always breaks my heart one way or the other...and someway somehow...she would always do something that makes me weak and keep hanging on to her...

Well I'm sick of it...so sick and tired of it...I don't care anymore...Forgetting that she's probably the best and worst thing that has ever happened to me is not going to be easy but I don't care anymore...This is torture...I just can't take it anymore...This is really Goodbye

I really wish I could just talk to her one last time...just so I could hear her sweet voice and watch that beautiful smile of hers...I miss her greatly...but in the end...

What's The Point?

Fooled

It's been a while since I last updated my blog...Most probably cause of my damned PC and modem...the modem's fried for one...and now I can't even turn on my PC...guess it's really time to buy a new one...been upgrading this one...and believe me...it's really outdated...

So I've been listening to alot of old musics lately...well not exactly old but it's those dated a few years back...the most recent would be Fall Out Boys' most recent album 'Infinity on High'...I have to admit...it's good music to the ears...they rock good...heh...besides them would be Coldplay's 'X&Y'...it's real soothing and calm...love it...pretty relaxing too...

Well other than that...been watching alot of TV lately...and damn I'm really waiting for CSI next wednesday...The hunt for Sara Sidle begins...XD the season finale for last season is really a cliffhanger though...love and hate those kinda finales...you gotta admit...when you get a cliffhanger season finale...you can't stop wondering what is going happen...the anticipation could kill...but the good part is...you're definitely in for a treat the start of next season...=)

Besides that...watched The Prestige, Blood Diamond, The Illusionist, and some others that I can't really remember...

It's in The Prestige that I heard something said by one of the supporting characters that really got my attention...

After being amazed by a magician's tricks or illusions, you would want to find out the truth behind it...How do they do it? But of course you won't find it because you aren't really looking, you want to be FOOLED.

Then again I guess it really applies to real life situations...do you sometimes find yourself in a situation where you'd rather not knowing the truth about something? That you would rather be fooled?

Good start...

Well...it's been about 6 days since new year...and I have to admit...I'm already having the time of my life...Ups and downs...sadness and happiness...my life has not been this eventful since I left high skool...

1st of all...I've argued with Rowena big time during new year...to the point that I think we're over for sure...She proved me wrong...and I haven't been so happy to be proven wrong...She called me and we talked things over...gained a new level of understanding towards each other...and found out that one of our mutual 'friend' might be manipulating us against each other...won't say who...and details might be too long a story to tell...and it's private anyway...: \

I missed you so much...=(

Glad to have you back again babe...^_^

Then I went out to lepak with some old friends...Zh, Ju Anne, add Tzu Huei in it too...We were planning to go and play pool near my college...but it's closed...>_> so we had lunch at McDonald's while trying to figure out what to do next...and we ended up going to Ju Anne's place in Petaling Jaya...we just hung out there...didn't really do much other than playing with her dog...and listening to them playing piano...

Speaking of the dog...



I tamed the "BEAST" /o/

It likes me somehow...not that I even met it before...it just jumped onto my lap for no reason...but hey...what the hell...at least I have company when the 3 of them are grouping together playing "group piano"...>_> oh well...

Then we went to TS later...yes...it's there again...but just to park my car there and head over to Chow Kit...and no I'm not a "Bapa Ayam"...>_> So me and Tzu Huei followed Ju Anne to a tailor's so that she could give the tailor some materials for her upcoming cosplay...it didn't take long...only about an hour or so...then we went back to TS for dinner...Ju Anne's cousin was working there and is about to get off so she told her to come along so I could drive her home as well...yea...by now there's like 3 girls around me...lucky me.../o/ So after we had dinner...I drove them home...and that kinda sums up the day for me...except for me having my usual late night chat with Rowena on msn...=P

CHEERZ