Christmas time

Sigh...so Ju Anne has left the country now...went to the US of A to further her studies...and won't be back for a while either...who's next? Everyone's leaving around me..friends are getting less...that's the bad thing about choosing friends in terms of quality rather than quantity...-__-

But hey...at least Jono (my elder bro) is coming back from Aus soon...looking forward to spend some time with him again...But that rings another bell...Christmas...What the hell a I gonna do on Christmas??? I've probably been asking myself this for years now...and most of the time I'll end up getting dragged to church by my 2 brothers, family dinner, and....I have no idea what else...but non of it is what I wanted...for example...hanging out with friends (most have prior commitments), or going on a date (yea...you wish)...

Seriously man...what the heck...Christmas is supposed to be fun and all...but almost every freaking Christmas all I got is boredom...which I already have more than enough of...After my 2 weeks 'house arrest' cuz my the surgery on my ankle...nothing much has changed really...just that I can go out now...then again there's really not much people I can spend time with...like I said...I select my friends...and making friends ain't exactly easy to people like me...we have this handful and we are tankful for them cuz no one else seems to like to spend time to get to know people these days...sigh...

FYI I'm still pretty detached from my family...I have no idea why...I just don't like spending time with my family...wyh? I have no idea...I guess I'm just not the family kinda person...which is bad I guess...but whatever...this is me...I like how I am...so screw it...

Sighhhhhh....

Causality...cause and effect...every action will have an equal and opposite reaction...

These words are so crystal clear that they hardly require any explanation...so why?

Why is it that people don't realize what they're doing is wrong until they faced the consequences? Why is it that people only realize that they have been taking their loved ones for granted after they have lost them? Why is it that people only start to trust each other after all the love ran out?

Why?

"You keep knocking on the Devil's door long enough, sooner or later someone is going to answer you."

I hope this can be a wake up call for all those who's been reading my blog...please think twice before taking ANYONE for granted...one day they might just be out of your life for good...and you'll have nothing left but regret...

Surgery day...O_o

Well it's not really something to be celebrating about...But hey...I'm finally doing the surgery to remove the screws and plates in my left ankle over 3 years ago TOMORROW...O_o

Yea...that would be like...about 12 hours from now...and after that I'll probably be grounded for about 2 weeks...and no sports for at least 2 months...geez...oh well...

Did some shopping in low yat today to make my inevitable 2 weeks of immobility more comfortable...how exactly am I doing that? I bought myself a 19 inch LCD monitor to replace the old 15 inch...yes...a 15 inch...quite pathetic eh? and also some games to let me pass my time...red alert 3 and dead space...one buggy and the other not working...-__-

My luck just couldn't get any worse doesn't it? well at least the monitor is working like magic...and this huge shining screen in front of me somewhat feels weird after all the years looking at an ass small monitor...oh well...gotta start fasting at 8am tomorrow...no food no drinks...gah...well it's not like the 1st time I didn't had any food or drinks in 6 hours...
but wth...it's gonna happen anyway...and as far as I'm concerned...I'm ready...:\

That's all folks

Final Assignment... =O (EPIC WIN!)

Well me and my buds presented and handed in our final assignment today...marking the end of this very short semester...albeit a memorable one...great lecturer, great classes, great homeworks...I can't believe I just said that -_-...but yea...all in all...I haven't had so much fun studying...

So here's how our final assignments came through...

DAY 1
So me, Fabian, and Siva went to the college's library to brainstorm our arses off...despite another delay (Fabian's car ran out of fuel and we had to save his butt...literally) we were able to come up with a few ideas, and ended up way off the original plan...but that's the beauty of brainstorming...you'll never know what comes out of the nut job of a brain we have...In the end...we took an ass load of pictures in my place for the video *Note that we were only allowed to use still frames for the video*...then when we're done I had a disagreement of ideas with Siva, went on for quite a while but we eventually worked out our differences and compromised...putting a lil bit of the best of our ideas into the video...

DAY 2
I woke up in the morning with a headache...nothing unusual since I get that sometimes when I overslept or simply rolled into an uncomfortable position while sleeping...but my health spiralled downwards rapidly throughout the afternoon...resulting a fever, slight dizziness, sinus infection, and lack of strength...I was feeling so bad I was sure I couldn't finish the video editting in time...so I called Fabian and told him to ask Siva to handle the video editting...after going to the doc's, taking some meds, and having some rest...I decided to do what I can about the video editting...Something weird happened to me though...My sickness went away as quickly as it came...by 10pm at night I was up and around like nothing happened...so I continued with my work till the wee hours in the morning...
*I think it's cuz of the bottle of beer I drank the night b4 XD*

DAY 3
I spent a huge chunk of the day wrapping up the video with some tweaking...to synchronize the still frames to the song...with some help from Max who's got nothing better to do on that day...and some further brainstorming...I was able to finish the video for good and even have some time for a game with ZH...


DAY 4
Day of wreckoning...I was really nervous how the whole thing will turn out...plus the fact that Siva did a video of his own due to me falling sick and all...we had to choose between the 2 videos to present to the class and lecturer...but it was an instant win when I got mine out and showed it to Siva and Fabian...we all decided we should go with my version of the story...and guess what? The whole class loved it...including the lecturers...we received a great round of applause when we finished screening the 1 minute clip...and damn...that felt really really good...I really didn't expect that it would turn out to be so well received...I just thought it's kinda lame though I still put in a lot of efforts into it..."It's very entertaining and interesting, with good camera shots and good music too"...these are the exact words of our 'film critic' Ms. Hazlin AKA the lecturer...I'm rly glad that my work has paid off...What a GREAT way to end a sem...with a very loud bang...=D



I'm dedicating this video in special thanks to Siva and Fabian for a job well done, and of cuz to my elder bro that has been dropping by here every once in a while to check on my well being...=)


Presenting you...Beer is GOOD!!!

Enjoy!



That's all folks

Wow

Well it's been a while since I last updated my blog...been quite busy and preoccupied with stuff lately...mainly assignments and all...and I still have one final assignment to go...seems interesting though...and hey...I guess I'm getting my life back on track...not much slacking these days...=) Though the final assignment is due this coming Friday and my group haven't even started work yet...I'm quite confident we can finish it in a few days...Though we'll really need to put our mind to it...

Haven't been playing much of MT lately either...most probably cuz I misplaced my fuel receipts and about 150 bucks went out the window just like that...that means I'm kinda short of money...well no exactly short...my budget is just right to get me through the day...so unnecessary spending might drop me into a hole later...

Saying that though...Just went to the movies with Zh a few days ago...watched Max Payne...Really glad how the movie turned out though...it's the best game based movie yet...=D instead of making up stuff of their own the film crew had stayed true to the plot of the game...which would make a great movie...well all in all...it's worth the 8 bucks that I paid for it...

Sigh...well it seems like I'm not the only one getting all tied up with stuff really...never really get the chance to chat with nana lately too...sigh...I miss her...<3 fun times lol...

That's all folks

Tagged By Nana...DX

Here comes a really touchy feely survey that Cheesy tagged me with...: \

Okay. So here goes.. The him/her refers to the person who tagged you..

1. What's the relationship you and her/him?

Close friends, founders of ChoCoCheese Inc.

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?

Blur, Paranoid, Cute, Attractive, Friendly

3. The most memorable things he/she have said to you?

Friends? =)

4. The most memorable thing she/he has done for you?

Bear Face...<3

5. If she/he became your lover, you will ...

Take really good care of her...=D

6. If she/he become your enemy, you will...

Try my best to make things right.

7. If she/he become your lover, she/he has to improve on..

Try not to think sideways

8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is ..

Probably some misunderstandings which will be resolved in time

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?

NO IDEA XD

10. The overall impression of him/her is..

Damsel in distress...-_-

11. How do you think that people around you feel about you?

I don't really care what they think...don't like me then bug off...as simple as that

12. The character of you for yourself is..

no idea...XD

13. On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is..

Lazy and lack of motivation...D=

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is ...

Don't really know

15. For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them.

2 words...THANK YOU


Tag : Nana, Sotong, Ju Anne, ZH

That's all Folks...=)

ISA anyone?

To those who failed their history in high school and those who doesn't know what's going on around here...ISA = 'Internal Security Act'...It was 1st meant to be used against communist terrorists and racial fanatics when it 1st came out...

Recently the ISA was used against civilians...who were merely voicing their opinions about the government and also about racial issues, and last but not least...telling the truth about the current state our country is in...which is literally a piece of shit...we're having people with intelligence lower than my 5 year old cousin running the country...you don't really need me to tell u that this country is really going in a really bad direction right now...

Furthermore, after a public uproar over the arrests of these 3 civilians...one of them, a reporter for mandarin newspaper, was released and authorities gave a reason for her arrest...she was arrested because they are fearing for her safety and took her into protective custody...seems like a pretty good lie if you take the ISA out of the picture...but it isn't...my point being...

WHAT THE FUCK KINDA REASON IS THAT???!!!

They are using the ISA to take a reporter into 'protective custody'...seriously now...anybody and I mean ANYBODY with half a brain could see that is nothing but a desperate excuse by the authorities to calm down the public uproar...which in this case...their stupidity just made it worse...

Several ministers in within the government are also objecting the use and even calling the ISA for a review to see if that ISA is still necessary for this country...hats off to those who are opposing to the use of ISA against the 3 individuals...1 is already freed while the other 2 are still under arrest...

The worst thing about this situation is that a few weeks ago a government official made a racist remark against the Chinese community saying we are merely immigrants from another country that settled in Malaysia...he is stripped off his rank and was banned from his own political party...this act alone deserves the ISA being used on him...but no...he's a free man sitting in his house drinking coffee and watching the tele about all these...while 3 other individuals were arrested for simply telling the truth...and if we...the Chinese are immigrants from another country...then so are everyone in this country but the Ibans and Kadazan tribes...We even learned this in our high school history books...Malays came from Indonesia, Chineses came from mainland China, and Indians came from India...

SO WHAT GIVES THAT BASTARD THE RIGHT TO CALL US IMMIGRANTS?

I got only 2 words for him...FUCK YOU!

And I shall end this post quoting a friend of mine

"I love my country but unfortunately it's now...beyond help", Jason

I believe those words represents a lot of us...

That's all folks

Friends

True friends should stick together through thick and thin...to help each other out no matter what the problem is...This is at least whatpeople always say...But ask yourself...have you ever done your part as a friend?

Have you ever been there for that person when he or she is in trouble?

Friends that I have...well...they're weird...or at least weird as a bunch...simply ranges from one who shares the same ideal as me of the whole point of being a friend, some are just friends who prefer to keep private things private, some are always cheerful but being cheerful is most of the time just the calm before the storm before a mood swing comes in, and some are just awfully depressing, there's even one who always seems to be preoccupied with some stuff and the only times we're in contact with each other is when that person's in trouble...

Though I can surely say I did my part as a friend...sometimes those efforts simply aren't repaid in kind...which is quite disappointing at times...but I guess it comes with the package doesn't it? Once you have chosen that person as a friend, you must put up with his or her flaws...while he or she has to put up with yours...sometimes when conflicts happens...it will in fact strengthen the friendship if both is willing to forgive and forget...lessons learned from these conflicts will help in a lot of ways...but sometimes some people won't really learn...

When lessons aren't learned, I'm not hurt...I'm just disappointed...at times it would seems like everything you did for that friend has no meaning at all...then again...the times you have spent with that friend is something that you hold dear...and in the end you will just keep trying...no matter how disappointed you are...

I hope this will be a wake up call for some friends of mine if they ever read this...

That's all folks

lol whut?

Well it was zh's and will's b'day yest...but we celebrated on Thursday cuz Ju Anne isn't free on other days of the week...Oh well...

At 1st we were planning to bake them cupcakes and all...but the plan nv went through cuz of contradicting time schedules and poor planning again...Oh well...Our idea of celebration ended up as dining in a Japanese fine dining restaurant in Sunway Pyramid...For the price it was good...=D but of cuz...it's also expensive as hell...so ouch to my wallet again...and driving there and back is a pain in the ass as well...I drove past the same spot in MRR2 3 times in the same day...-_- and of cuz...the traffic jam...dammit...

Overall it was quite a day and I left sunway pyramid with some scratches thx to Ju Anne again...I'm like her scratching board...-_- don't ask why it's been like that for years and hell I dunno why either...XD

Next day...which is Friday...Me and Zh has an outing with Reanne and Ham for the day...quite fun to be with...although it's the 1st time we ever saw each other and it's quite awkward...but the day turned out alright...=) we ate lunch at Chilli's and hurt our wallets again...D= And dman...I nv knew tacos were so nice...XD

Then we headed for the cinema to watch WALL.E...which is funny...and touching...typical disney stuff but heck I love it...=D one of the better movies I've watched so far in fact...and the whole thing is just darn CUTE! hahahahaha...well...Overall the day went quite well for me...Would be looking forward tohang out with Reanne / Sotong next time...=D

That's all folks

What does my name means (tagged by nana :P )

What's the meaning of my name?

Lee Choon Fai

It's a Chinese name so I didn't expect too much from it...well at least some parts were correct...

Here's the verdict

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
'Yeap...that's me right there...=D'

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
'Riiiiiight....: \'


You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.
'I don't communicate with girls well...D=...Creative? I dunno bout that...Chameleon...maybe...:\'

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
'I don't see any grounds supporting this statement...: \'

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.
'Perspective on life? nah...Solid and dependable? Damn right...=) Too much pressure on myself? -_- I'm not putting any'


You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
'Quite true...=D'

You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.
You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.
Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.
'Yeap...I'm quite emo...But i keep it in check...=D'

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
'Uh...huuuuh....: \'

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
'Ahahaha...easily satisfied...:P'

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
'Is that so? O_o'

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
'Yeap...=D'


Most of what I have here is the same as Nana's...: \
So I wouldn't take it too seriously...But then again some of it is true...=D

That's all folks....

Visiting nana's restaurant (ROADTRIP!)

So...I decided to visit Rowena's family restaurant...and also decided to drag zh n kenneth along with it...XD mostly cuz I have this really bad sense of direction...and also I think it's better than going there alone...-_-

PS: that was actually like 2 weeks ago

I had the exact address in my HP and I forgot to check it...biggest mistake of the day...I just followed what I can remember from Rowena's directions which is follow the OUG highway or something along the lines which I don't really remember...and to top that off...none of us knows how to get to OUG...not that it's the right place to go to begin with...but heck...that's what we got for the time being so might as well go along with it...

With my god awful sense of direction and navigation...we managed to find OUG with kenneth's help...(all 3 of us don't know the way to OUG)...so when we were there...we were thinking...where's the shop? And finally I remembered the address in my HP...-_- it's actually in taman bukit jalil rather than OUG...XD

Luckily OUG isn't that far from taman bukit jalil...and we got there without much trouble...just reaching taman bukit jalil though...we found this whole network of roads kinda like a web and got confused...we got out from taman bukit jalil and back in OUG by taking the wrong turn a couple of times...-_- more than that...we ended up in some distant housing are way up in the mountains...where one of my distant relatives live in...-_-...yea...i'm that bad in navigation...XD I freaking admit it...XD and we even found another branch of our good ol' mamak stall...AL BARKATH! XD

At about 1:45 we finally found the restaurant...which is located right beside some housing areas...not the same one that we got into earlier though...well the shop is quite nice...still looking relatively new...cuz it IS new...opened for about a week only...and haven't got the full menu in place yet...D=

Damn...I was hoping for something with cheese...XD oh well...in the end I settled for some curry noodles and it was not bad...tastes averagy but there's a whole lot of ingredients in it...which is good...=D and some tarts which i forgot the name...seems homemade and it's quite good...but I hate bananas...D= had so much of it when i was a kid that I developed a 'phobia' XD

Oh well...that was quite a day...at least we all know the way to OUG now...haha...

That's all folks

Ah...

So the accident I mentioned in the previous post made headlines in today's newspapers...yea it's THAT bad...though it MIGHT have been downplayed by the media...cuz it doesn't really seem to be there's only 2 fatalities...but if that were true it would be the best possible outcome though...

Anyways...Just went to BTS for another movie...The Mummy...yeap...that one...no not your mom...XD Oh well...it's one typical Disney movie...got what I expected...and nothing special...it really is the ordinary of the ordinaries...if you get what i mean...it's not bad at all means...but of course it pales in comparison to Batman...hell that movie is one of the best movies I've ever watched in recent years...

That's all folks

Damn...

I just got some new shock absorbers for my car...or my brother's car...oh who gives a damn...and I'm gonna give it a little test drive in MRR2 today...and that's exactly what I did...=D

2 runs in MRR2 between my place and Taman Connaught...considerable amount of bumps and potholes and 'waves'...heck dun blame me for saying this...blame the government for making it so damn stupid...-_-

Run number 1...cruising through MRR2 at about 80km/h...at this speed my car would be scratching its tires no question...and probably the front bumper...but...i felt nothing today...1st run...GOOD...=D

So when I was ending my run when I was reaching Taman Connaught...taking a junction that connects directly from MRR2 to Taman Connaught...As I was going down the slope at that junction...I saw a huge group of people gatherin at the end of the junction's roadside...and I was thinking maybe theres some kinda event going on so I slowed down...just slow enough to make out that in the group of people...some are policemen and some are firemen...that can't be good...

I literally got the shock of my life after what I saw...this white SsanYong MPV was lying on the side of the road all crushed up...my goodness...it would be a bloody miracle if anyone survived that...and on the side of that car there's the divider...or what's left of it...I looked to the opposite and there lies a truck...a huge truck...used for transporting boulders and that's exactly what it is carrying...i was stunned...speechless...when I got to the other side and met up with wz...we went to giant...directly above the truck to get a better view of the crash...we're not really those kind of ppl who park at the side of the road just for a better view mind you...-_- and there were plenty that time...this salesman started talking to us and told us how it all went through...apprently he's doing his daily routine of promoting stuff while the accident happened and he's one of the few people who were there to help before the police arrived...although there's nothing much to help...

According to him...this truck...was coming down the same way me n wz took to get to connaught...but it was SPEEDING...speeding while carrying a huge load like that is never in any world a wise choice my friend...unless you can defy the laws of physics that is...so the truck couldn't stop in time...and smashed into a car...the MPV...which spun a number of times before coming into a stop...the truck then continued over the divider...hitting a motorcyle...which rider was instantly killed as the head was apparently decapitated...and smashing another van into the wall outside giant at the highway...trust me...I'm glad to be arriving at Connaught 2 hours later than I originally intended to...All that were involved in the accident was killed on the spot...except for the van driver...he is all broken up and barely alive...and already off to the hospital when I was there...the firemen made shortwork of the wreckage and extracted the man from it pretty quickly...hats off to them...but I couldn't see the van anywhere...so I guess it might not be as bad as it seems for the van...

Then the same salesman who told me the whole thing is promoting me his products...car cleaning stuff...which works really well and frankly...it is what my car needs now...since it's at a bargainable price I cut a deal with him and will buy it...just not today...

After lunch...I decided to head home...and it was only then...the full extent of the damage caused by the disaster was revealed to me...I can finally see the van with the lorry removed...it's embedded in the wall outside giant...Trust me...you won't see another car being this flat unless you're in a junkyard of some sort...God must've loved the driver...cuz I can't really imagine how could he survive that crash...although he's probably declared dead after he was sent to the hospital...best of wishes to the guy...the others aren't that lucky though...like I said...all except the van driver were instantly killed on the scene...the worst thing is...the people in the MPV are a whole family...I don't know if there are any kids in there but I really hope not...though probably yes...

Back at home...I took my usual afternoon nap and went to pavillion to have dinner and celebrate my brader's b'day...happy 18th b'day bro...though it could have been better if my mom would just hold her damn tongue and stop verbally shooting others for the night...

That's all folks

Aiks

It's been a while since I updated me blog...well actually not really but a lot of thing has happened the past few weeks and I realized that I haven't posted any of it in here...So here it goes...

First of all it's BON ODORI!!! Well it's my 1st time there...and I went with ZH, Will, Ju Anne...The usual few...and met some old friends there too...Vincent, Pheng Teng, Voon Loong, Kathryn are among them...It was well...quite fun...though it could be much better if I don't need to take care of Ju Anne's 11 year old cousin sister (makes me feel like 'Uncle Goldfish' if u get what i mean -_-) while she's walking up and down everywhere in her yukata...yeap...she showed up in a yukata and did not bring any other clothes for changing...quite stupid seeing the occasion...but hey...she looks cute in it...=D Though the whole event consists of me n Ju Anne's cousin walking around doing nothing in particular...like I said...it was actually quite fun...:\

NEXT

ZH, Will, me + Will's college friend whose name slips my mind are watching Batman : The Dark Knight for the day...and as usual...ZH was late...about an hour...I was bloody frustrated and I decided to go to BTS myself instead of waiting for him again...So we met there anyhow...had lunch and all...and that was one hell of a movie...the first one is good...really good...and this one is even better! WooHoo~ Most movies that has a planned sequel would dumb down to something like fan service but I'm so glad to be proven so wrong in this case...heck I would pay to watch it again!

NEXT

When I got home after the movie...Gaming madness...ZH gave me a copy each of both my favourite games this year....Devil May Cry 4 and Call of Duty 4 respectively...for those who loves action games...I strongly recommend both of these...what's with the number 4 though...

NEXT

Me n ZH went over to Ju Anne's place for a meal she promised us ages ago and has yet to keep that promise...:\ so she decided to cook us some carbonara...They are both doing the cooking while I'm kinda the 'supervisor' just saying this and that and doing nothing in particular XD...Well I did help out although not that much...and the end result isn't that bad...though I regret that I din insist on Ju Anne not putting too much whipped cream in the sauce...-_-...it ended up really creamy...and almost tasteless...sheesh...thought the texture and stuff were all there...So I guess that's alright...The highlight of the day wasn't the pasta though...nope...not at all...more like we went crazy at Ju Anne's place...ZH dragged me by my legs while I was laying on the floor and Ju Anne's dog kept chasing me around and licking me everywhere...-_- Dirty? yea...but the fun is overkill though...XD

That kinda sums it up so far...so...

THAT'S ALL FOLKS

Great

Just another day as a Citizen of M'sia...which isn't a good thing at all...cuz this country is probably better off ruled by the British government...I'm pretty sure England won't let go of M'sia if they can see after 50 years of independence what has M'sia become...Sadly that's not the case though...

So Anwar Ibrahim was arrested again yesterday and was released today...my question is WHAT ARE THE CHARGES?

The reason stated in the newspapers were the police THINK that he's not going to attend a scheduled meeting with police officials in KL at 2pm...they arrested him at 1 something pm...nearly an hour before the deadline given...To those that haven't get the big picture yet...the government is clearly trying to humiliate Anwar by doing this...they even went as far as using the elite police units called the Unit Tindakan Khas to make the arrest...they are the M'sian version of the famous LAPD' Special Weapons And Tactics teams aka the SWAT team.

I would think that the government would at least have some degree of intelligence to make it look real while trying to frame Anwar but this is really too much...I'm starting to think that the government really doesn't have a brain after all...Furthermore...what gives them the right to arrest Anwar actually? nothing at all...the reason itself is not justified because it cannot be proven until Anwar actually skips the meeting itself...How the police is dealing with this situation is clearly another case of misused power in the name of the law...

Sometimes being a Malaysian is really embarassing...I still remember that our teachers told us to write an essay about what we like about Malaysia during primary schools...the word limit would most probably be 200 words...and that's probably how many things you could actually say about Malaysia that is truly nice...If we were to write bad things about Malaysia...I think we could complete a few college grade assignments which words numbered in the thousands for each of them no question...

Another embarassing thing is this

----> Malaysia is one country where world record-breaking has become something of a national fad.

These words are directly pulled out of Wikipedia...here's the link (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/World_records)

So much for national pride...Malaysia Boleh!(keh?)

I guess someone's gonna get their asses sued for this if someone from the government sees this...but what the heck...I like it...

I guess I should end this with a quite from one of my friends...

"If you have a chance to crawl out of this hell hole called Malaysia...I suggest you take it"

That's all folks

Hancock-cock-cock...

Phew...well that was fun...I went out with Zh, Kenneth, Linus, and finally William...who just got his ass back from London just over a week ago...=D we were planning wo watch the movie Hancock in BTS...but unfortunately...the cinema in BTS is having major technical issues...so getting tickets are really a pain in the ass...So we went to Sunway instead...

Sunway is really crowded yest...and it's just my second time being there in a few years...(seriously)...we got tickets for 6pm and we have like 2 hours extra...without any idea what to do at all...we went to starbucks...caught up with old times and went yakking all over...eventually we got bored and spent the last 30 minutes of waiting in popular...Linus is getting himself a comic...and I'm browsing through car mags...Man the Lamborghini Gallardo LP560-4 looks so damn nice...that aside...MOVIE TIME!

Hancock...I initially thought that it was a movie about the real John Hancock...it's actually a superhero movie...but this really is unlike other superhero movies...I won't spoil the plot for you...but IMO it's one of the best superhero movies I have watched...go check it out guys!

After that...we had dinner at Carl's Junior...was thinking about Wendy's but it was too crowded in there...but hey...Carl's Junios is a good fast food place...only bad thing about it is that it's really expensive...though the food they serve is so good that it makes the price reasonable...

Well we went home after that...and I found out that Sotong was actually in Sunway yest too...-_- could've met up with her...Oh well...just my luck...but we agreed to have a set times n place so we won't drag this on any longer...looking forward to meet her...=)

That's all folks...

BORED! ><

God damn I'm bored...and what do I do when I'm bored? I play games...I hang out with my friends...I surf the web...yada yada yada...

So I did nearly all 3 of them today...1st...I play games...Need For Speed : Pro Street to be exact...why do I love this game so much? let me spell it out for you...I...LOVE...CARS...XD...and what do you do when you can't get one that you like? U do it like me! Make one in a virtual world (game) and play around with it! XD

This is an example



SMOKIN'~

Please visit my Friendster profiles for some more pics...=P

Then I went to Taman Connaught to have a few games with WZ and Kenji...Problem being...I went there on time...as usual...BUT...WZ was involved in a minor accident while he's on his way there...and he got hold up...and I spent about 2-3 hours in the cyber cafe alone...-.-...geez...

Well in the end he had to pay the other driver off about RM170...gamed a while...not that long...but at the end of the day I'm just really bored and disappointed on how the day could turn out...

SIGH~

Oh well...THAT'S LIFE! XD

LOLZ!

Wahahahahaha~ Just went to watch Kungfu Panda with ZH...After all the recommendations I just couldn't help but give it a try...and I have to say that this is one of the funniest movies I've watched recently...Jack Black's voice as the Panda? Classic...really couldn't get any better...XD

Overall it's been a really good day today...LAN party in COD4 and I've unlocked some new weapons...Shooting at others have never been so intense and FUN!!! I kinda regret ever putting that scope on my gun though...Makes it even harder to aim...-.- but I can't wait for the G36C...XD oh well...it'll be some time b4 i can unlock that thing...

On another event...I really can't think of a better word but abuse in the way Ju Anne's parents are treating her...It's at the very least considered a mild case of abuse really...I won't go into details for this one...It really just makes me mad by thinking of it...WTF...

That's all for now folks...Adios

Tagged by Cheesy again...O_o

Ever kissed anyone older than 30?
~ Honestly? I don't know...XD

Is your boyfriend or girlfriend a pain in the ass?
~ Nope...Cuz I don't even have one...=P

Do you like the color green?
~ It's the colour of my room...so go figure...;)

Are you in a relationship?
~ Nope...sadly no

Ever eaten soap?
~ I think i did when I was a kid...BIG MISTAKE XD

Do you miss anyone?
~ yeap

Is there some place you would like to visit?
~ No place in particular

Have you ever fell into a mud puddle?
~ yeap...playing football while raining about 5 years ago...

What song are u listening to?
~ One Republic - Prodigal

What are you scared of?
~ Roaches...O_o

What's your favorite non-alcoholic beverage?
~ Apple Juice

Favorite alcoholic beverage?
~ Anglia Shandy n Kampai

Do you own anything from American Eagle?
~ what the heck is that?O_o

If you could own a monkey, would you?
~ yea...and sell it...XD

Do you regret anything?
~ everyone does...in the end it's only how u live with ur mistakes...: \

What are you excited about?
~ Nothing in particular

Are you an artist?
~ sadly no...

Do you have an addiction?
~ MTMTMTMTMTMTMTMTMTMTMTMTMTMTMTMTMT

What you did for the last 2 days?
~ sit at home...scold my kid cousins for not behaving themselves...playing games

What did you do last weekend?
~ can't remember...I think I was in mid valley

Favorite swear word?
~ shit and bloody

Who do you love?
~ those who are close to me...=)

Do you still love your latest ex?
~ nope

Ever regret breaking up with someone?
~ not really

Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
~ not that long ago...XD

What are you doing tomorrow?
~ You know what?..............................................I have no idea...XD

What are you wearing right now?
~ T-shirt and shorts

Do you like anyone?
~ duh

Do you like to cuddle?
~ nv try b4...O_o

Do you like your first name?
~ why not?

Do you want summer vacation?
~ it's summer all year here...I WANT!!! XD

If you took a drug test would you pass it?
~ Yeap...

When is your saddest day in your life?
~ no idea

When was the last time you told someone you love them?
~ about 4-5 months ago

Who was the last person to tell you I love you?
~ I can't remember...O_o

Who was the last person you shared a bed with?
~ forgot...

Quick, think of a quote from a song?
~ Tears stream down your face, when you lose something you cannot replace

What was the last thing you bought?
~ noodles from 7-11

Do you smoke cigarettes?
~ strictly second hand only...that's a no XD

I'm tagging:
Rowena / cheesy (again)
Sotong (again)
Zh (again)
My bro jono
My other bro Justin

And anyone who actually reads me blog...XD

Tyrant - Tagged By Rowena aka Cheesy!

a. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc on shuffle.
b. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
c. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
d. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
e. Put this on your blog.

1. If someone says,"Is this okay?"
:: One Republic - Apologize 'Holy Crap!' XD

2.How would you describe yourself?
:: Coldplay - The Hardest Part 'What Hardest Part? O_o'

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
:: Kanye West - Good Morning 'what is this supposed to mean?'

4. How do you feel today?
:: Kanye West - Drunk n Hot Girls 'Uh oh XD'

5. What is your life's purpose?
:: Shootie HG - Lock n Load 'guns anyone? -.-'

6. What is your motto?
:: Devil May Cry 3 - Now you've really crossed the line 'Everybody has their limits...=P'

7.What do your friends think of you?
:: One Republic - Someone to Save You 'I'll try my best to catch you when you're falling =)'

8. What do you think of your parents?
:: Yuzo Koshiro - Fun Loving Spirit 'Are you SURE??? O_o'

9. What do you think about very often?
:: One Republic - Won't Stop 'I won't stop thinking about u!'

10. What is 2+2?
:: One Republic - Mercy '2+2 = mercy huh? -.- '

11. What do you think of your best friend?
:: Coldplay - Violet Hill 'Just as weird as the song name...But that's the way I like him...weird and interesting...=D'

12. What do you think of the person you like?
:: Yuzo Koshiro - Top Flight Mechanics 'This sounds so wrong...-.-'

13. What is your life?
:: One Republic - Dreaming Out Loud 'Yeap...My life is a dream... :P '

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
:: Coldplay - Yes 'Does that mean now? XD'

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
:: Micheal Jackson - Pretty Young Thing (Jabbawockeez remix) 'Pretty young thing huh? XD'

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
:: Kanye west - Bittersweet Poetry 'Wow...this is really a nice song song for a wedding'

17.What will they play at your funeral?
:: Coldplay - White Shadows 'Well that sounds awfully depressing...'

18.What is your hobby/interest?
:: Devil May Cry 3 - Vergil Appearance / Vergil Battle 1 'ARGH!!!'

19. What is your biggest fear?
:: Devil May Cry 3 - Sibling Showdown 'I hate it when this actually happens...-.-'

20. What is your biggest secret?
:: Yuzo Koshiro - Phantom Of Blue 'Walao...So scary meh? XD'

21. What do you think of your friends?
:: One Republic - Goodbye, Apathy 'Is that a good thing or a bad thing? O_o'

22.What will you post this as?
:: One Republic - Tyrant

23. What song would you play during your first time having sex?
:: Coldplay - How You See the World 'LOL!'

I'm tagging :
Sotong / Reanne
Rowena (tag u back) XD
Zh
Ju Anne

And anyone who actually reads my blog...XD

SUCCESS!

So I went to MV again today being the residential family fuck up that does nothing but spend money...( I do consider myself one ) and believe me I'm trying to change...though old habits die hard...

So Eval called me yest nite at around 1:30 am...though I'm not sleeping yet I find that kinda stupid...He says that some guys from a gaming team based in penang are challenging me and my team to a friendly match...and it's gonna happen TODAY...-.- So I was like...even though I'm free...who the heck am I gonna get on such short notice? But anyhow...Kenji, and Jason managed to show up...it's gonna be in tournament style...4 players...2 from each team...1st place gets 3 points, 2nd gets 2, 3rd gets 1, and last gets none...We were waiting for quite a while in MV before they finally showed up...

Despite our best combined efforts we lost the match...BUT...all 3 of us are satisfied with the result...actually happy would be the right word to use...we literally celebrated our loss XD...One reason is that we only lost by a very small margin...33-27...we lost by a mere 5 points...2nd reason is that they are actually 2 of the top competitors in penang...to only lose by such a small margin proves the very point that we formed team RV in the 1st place...we want to prove that playing less doesn't mean we suck...and thus we consider the match a succes!

On a seperate event...Ju Anne suddenly called me about half an hour ago ( what's with late calls these day? O_o ) and asked me whether I want to hang out with her tomorrow...well naturally I agreed...but I told her I MIGHT not be going after all cuz besides my 10-12 class I also MIGHT have another tutorial class...I'll have to check with my lecturer tomorrow...

Then again it's almost always a double edged sword going out with her...good thing is that it's definitely a change of scenery...bad thing is I'm probably gonna end up with a hole in my wallet...especially after the team match today...-.-

WEE~

So as it turns out...Ju Anne managed to drag me n zh down to the ice skating rink in Sunway Pyramid...Yes...you heard me right...the ice skating rink...well not exactly dragged down there...Just that circumstances made us do so...and thank heavens we did not look like fools...

Surprisingly though...I got used to it and started skating normally under 5 minutes...note that I haven't played anything similar to skating for the last 5-6 years...and I'm pretty amused by myself too...Though I'm not exactly skating like a pro but at least I'm able to go in a straight line and able to turn without much problem...what more surprising is this is only my 2nd maybe 3rd time ice skating...and I didn't fall on my ass...lucky me...cuz the floor is well...ICE...and WET...

Why were we in Sunway? well cuz of Ju Anne of cuz...What's new? Something is definitely...well it seems that about a week ago...she went to Sunway to skate too...and this guy bumped into her...made her fall and she was well...attracted to him for some reason...and so is him...sparks started flying and they started talking...stupidly enough...at the end of the day both did not make the effort to ask for a phone number...

So she went back with the hope of running into him again...unsuccessful on that one...though she did managed to gather some infos about the ice hockey team which he is a part of...gd luck to her...it sounds like something ripped out from a lover's novel...filled with happy endings and stuff...though things don't usually go that well in real life...exceptional cases do happen and I hope it happens to her at least cuz I'm not getting any of it... : \

Well that's enough for the Sunway trip...let's talk about today...me n zh went to BTS and Low Yat for 2 reasons...1, buying a new basketball cuz the old one is leaking for some reason...yes...leaking...it became a blob in just under a week after I pumped it full of air...2, he wanted to get a pair of speakers for his computer which is having a set of stupidly old and busted piece of junk for the audio...and he got the sonic gear Evo7...which produces great audio...my goodness I feel like I'm listening to a cd in my car...well...and since we were there...we watched 'the happening' too.

Yes...'The Happening'...besides the obviously stupid title the movie actually played out quite well by my standards...not to his though...I find the movie really entertaining although lack of character development made the movie slightly shallow...but it still has the classic shyamalan twist which I have grown to love so much after watching most of his films...great director...and it's creepy too...yes...creepy...and freaky...and scary too for that matter...I guess it can be considered as a horror movie...

Well after the movie...we went back and realised one very and I mean VERY stupid thing...

We both have completely forgotten why we're there...to get a ball...

Damn Fuel prices...

So here it goes again...Fuel prices are up to a ridiculous amount...and how long since we had a price raise? Not that long ago if I recalled...and goodness me...the whole freaking country is out to refuel their cars...causing major traffic jams in any area that has a petrol station...geez...

Lucky for me though...I refueled my car in the afternoons...and god damn the government...as if they aren't earning enough money already...screw you pak lah...some of my friends even said they saw it coming and that's part of the reason why they are overseas right now...-.-

Well...expecting every thing to go more expensive now...every thing's going up but our salaries...not that I'm working or anything...but like hell anyone would raise salaries in this kinda situation...unless you're a freaking saint that is...

I'm not going to be political here...so I guess that's it for me...

Speaking of a saint...Rowena is kinda sounding like one in her blog...which is actually a good thing...there's so much apathy in her that I can't truly comprehend...another mystery of her that I won't get to solve...I have to say that I did not really know she would be so disturbed and angry cuz of an infamous serial killer she's studying about... : \

On a different note...bad day in MV...another bad luck streak for me...I just wasted more than 50 bucks for getting my sorry ass over there just to have almost nothing in return...and for the 1st time in a very long time my mood went so bad that I went to the staircases alone to cool and calm myself down...zzzzzzzzz

At least I got news from Ju Anne that she's gonna be free around midway through the month...guess I get to hang out with her again...Feels like I haven't seen her in ages...probably cuz I really haven't seen her in ages...I can't remember the last time I met her...-.-

Despite all those...college seems to be working quite well for me lately...

Can't sleep...

SIGH~~*

Can't sleep again...No idea why...Didn't really slept much during the afternoons really...Geez...Luckily I'm not having any classes tomorrow...then again I have plans to hang out with my best friend tomorrow...So either way I'm gonna end up half screwed...

I wish that these sleepless nights would just go away...sometimes they gave me too much time to think...and there goes my mind again...either dreaming with my eyes open...or just thinking about crap...

Something did crossed my mind when I lied on my bed just now though...I'm not missing her that much for quite some time already...I think I'm getting over her...good thing...but she still makes me weak by just calling me my 'pet name' -_-...well at least there's improvement...

And now I'm thinking...whether to watch Indiana Jones or Narnia tomorrow...both seems nice enough to me...I watch one of the old Indiana Jones movies...which is surprisingly good...and the fact that a lot of stuff in comedies and action movies are based on Indiana Jones...Trailer seems promising too...and Narnia...I watched the first one...I forgot who I watched it with though...I just remembered that the first Narnia isn't all that great...it's mildly entertaining but nothing special...might be good for kids though...Prince Caspian...which is the second movie...sounds interesting enough...both my brother and sister has already watched it...they said it's nice...so I guess it's safe to bet on it...but as for right now...I'm quite divided between the two...

Unlucky

I can only guess that my unlucky streak is coming back to haunt me again...the -R.V- match is a complete failure for my team...and I participated in it cuz one of our initial participants weren't being his usual self that day...Oh well...we lost...that aside...

I have to spend one freaking semester studying ONE freaking subject...

Yes...I guess that's how my college gets money...geez...they aren't allowing me to bring up my last subject so I could move on the year 1...so that's how it is...

Furthermore...today...I went to the arcades again...for the fun of playing...BUT...things aren't really going as I expect...I was so off-form today that I can't even do a clean run in any course...I'm crashing so much that it's not even funny anymore...O_o I guess I'm really having bad luck lately...

I just hope that this doesn't goes on for a long time like how it did during the period in high skool when I broke my ankle...-_-

Penang trip and sem start...

So I went to a poorly planned penang trip with wz, zh and kenneth...and that's just sad...yes...sad...We spent most of our time driving around...will not go into details since it's a VERY long story...but going on a nearly pointless road trip is still way better than staying home my whole holidays...

And my exam results are out by the way...I miraculously passed the 2 subjects that I think I would fail and filed the one subject that I think I don't have any problems with...-.- I guess luck really isn't on my side...but then again I worked my ass off for the other 2 so I guess I deserve passing those...and kinda neglected the one that I failed...Well either way 2/1 is a good thing...

But the thing is...I just went to my head of skool and asked if I could bring up the last subject to year one and complete it...I mean...spending 1 sem on ONE subject isn't really what's on my mind...I'll have too much free time...and I have to pay for another sem...well not exactly I pay...more like my father's paying...I don't really like to waste his money either...

Then again I told my dad if I couldn't get through last sem I would go out and look for work instead of going to another college...But I just can't accept this......'defeat'...... I can't find a better word cuz this is really the closest word to how I feel now...once again my stupidity made me fall into a hole...a very deep one this time...I can only hope my father will give me this one chance to do it...

Speaking of another matter...this Friday the 9th of May will be team -R.V- 's 1st team competition...I have some good expectations from this team...my team...we seek to prove that playing less doesn't mean we're inferior...and that we are indeed a team to be feared...then again the chances of us winning in this is slim...but if I were to participate (which I'm not going to since the team has made it's decision on who's to go) I would give it all I have no questions asked cuz it's not just about me anymore...If I go down...the whole team goes down with me...Best of lcuk to Kenji and Dominic who will be on the front line...I'll be around Mid Valley to cheer on my team though...and of course...we'll have our long overdue 2nd team gathering...nothing much really...just having dinner and stuff...

On a separate note...When can I finally have my paint ball game???!!!-.-"

PC fair and Pink Lady's B'day celebration...

So I finally got my new PC...but for the time being it's still in parts and now I'm currently at Wz's house putting it together...and blogging too lol...

So here goes me starting the day off asking money from my dad for the new CPU yesterday morning...Not exactly a good start but heck it's the last day of PC fair and bargains are everywhere...and IF you're lucky you might get some free goodies too...heck I even heard a buy 1 free 2 offer for webcams...sounds ridiculous but that's what I heard...

I managed to ask WZ and Kenji out and follow me to the PC fair cuz my knowledge about computers are half baked at best...So it's better that I bring these 2 along...At least like that I'll have an idea what I should buy next time and stuff...

So we shoppped for my stuff for like 2 hours or so...and I actually got most of my stuff at only ONE booth...yes...one...PC fair is that stupid...You'll have to walk through the whole convention just for a friggin pendrive...

So anyhow...After walking around the PC fair for 2 hours...we finally got out and dumped the stuffs into my car...then we went yum cha abit....and walked over to Sungei Wang so WZ could get a B'day present for his girlfriend Hiao Seng AKA the Pink Lady ( she's obsessed with pink )...After another hour of walking around...WZ's got a bouquet of flowers with 2 lil teddy bears in the middle of it and another stuffed dog for his girlfriend...cute

We met with the rest of the gang later and I made 2 new friends...Ederine...A crazy girl that is truly crazy and Aaron Chen...A 24 year old that will be flying to the USA to further his studies at the end of next month...they both are quite nice to talk to...and the funny thing is...Ederine is actually Kenji's former skool mate...and Ederine's friend kinda have a crush on him...XD so me and WZ was like....WOOOOOT~ lolololol

Well the day is quite tiring...and I'm having this migraine almost the whole day...that sucked really bad though...-.-

Fate?

So it was me again who gave in to my own weaknesses...Yes...somehow I just can't stand life without her and got in touch with her again...

Well she was as clueless as usual about what's going on with me...but we were still able to work out our differences...so guess what? we're friends again...no surprise there...

What's surprising was this actually...Just about a week after we were in touch with each other again...she suddenly called me out of the blue...yes....for no apparent reason...just so say hi she said...but yea...I was so happy she called that I actually can't continue on my afternoon nap...not that I don't want to...just that I'm too happy to feel tired anymore...

Then later at night...I wasn't really in the mood to study nor watch TV...nor getting my ass to a nearby cyber cafe to have internet access...I decided to go to Times Square and Sungei Wang to brush up my skills on my favorite arcade racing game...I was in Times Square for about 45 minutes before I went over to Sungei Wang...

So I was planning to go to the arcade at the 2nd floor...I walked to SW from TS and got into an elevator...the arcade is on the second floor...but the buttons in the elevator are all smudged and all...I just pushed the on that SEEMS like 2 to me...when I got out of the elevator...I looked around and found myself kinda lost...I thought I'm on the second floor...but I was actually on the ground floor...

So I was kinda lost and all...walking around...not really sure which floor I'm in...then she called...and guess what? She saw me walking around without a clue where I'm at...-.- so she called me over to join her at a nearby restaurant with her bf...I usually find it really hard to refuse whatever she asks of me so I agreed...

Going to the restaurant she said she's in itself was really challenging in a sense...I mean...I haven't seen her for 5 months or so...and I was really really nervous...

YES...I ADMIT I'M REALLY SHY FOR A GUY
but that's me...nothing I can really do about it...: \

The moment I saw her is really the best thing that happened to me for the last few months...I was really shy and probably blushing and all...I FELT SO EMBARRASSED...but deep down inside...I was really really happy to have ran into her that day...after all that blundering she had to be there where I don't plan to be yet ended up being...

I guess this is what they call fate...

Memories

I was in class...trying concentrate on what the lecturer is saying...but the projector isn't working so it's kinda boring...so I decided to sent a msg to my friend and see if we could chat a little...

There I was...thinking I was keying in my friend's number...and before I knew it...Rowena's number was in the 'send to:' spot...I shook it off...and tried to key in my friend's number again...the same thing happened...

I don't know what's happening...I don't even know what I was doing until I finished typing her numbers...I didn't even noticed until the last second...

That really ruined my otherwise ordinarily boring day...

I miss her...it's only been more or less a month since I told myself I don't wanna have anything to do with her anymore...and it feels like it's been half a year...I miss her badly...but the missing ends here...all I'll ever do is miss her...I will not break the ice no more...I'm sick of it...

The best way to describe my feelings are probably these...

I've put my trust in you,
Pushed as far as I can go,
and for all this,
There's only one thing you should know.
I've tried so hard, and got so far,
But in the end, it doesn't even matter,
I had to fall to lose it all,
But in the end,
IT DOESN'T EVEN MATTER

Fix you

When you try your best but you don't succeed,
When you get what you want but not what you need,
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep,
Stuck in reverse.

And the tears come streaming down your face,
When you lose something you can't replace,
When you love someone but it goes to waste,
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home,
and ignite your bones,
and I will try to fix you.

And high up above or down below,
When you're too in love to let it go,
But if you never try then you'll never know,
Just what you're worth.

Lights will guide you home,
and ignite your bones,
and I will try to fix you.

Tears stream, down your face,
When you lose something you cannot replace,
Tears stream, down your face and ahhhh...

Tears stream, down your face,
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes,
Tears stream, down your face and ahhhh...

Lights will guide you home,
and ignite your bones,
and I will try to fix you.

Disappointed

So I guess this is really just my luck...That everytime I fall in love...I had to fall out of love the most heart-breaking way anyone can possibly imagine...It's so sad and pathetic that I don't even want to say it a second time...

This is kinda the 1st time I ever felt this way about anyone...that bitter-sweetness that is so hard to let go of...that always breaks my heart one way or the other...and someway somehow...she would always do something that makes me weak and keep hanging on to her...

Well I'm sick of it...so sick and tired of it...I don't care anymore...Forgetting that she's probably the best and worst thing that has ever happened to me is not going to be easy but I don't care anymore...This is torture...I just can't take it anymore...This is really Goodbye

I really wish I could just talk to her one last time...just so I could hear her sweet voice and watch that beautiful smile of hers...I miss her greatly...but in the end...

What's The Point?

Fooled

It's been a while since I last updated my blog...Most probably cause of my damned PC and modem...the modem's fried for one...and now I can't even turn on my PC...guess it's really time to buy a new one...been upgrading this one...and believe me...it's really outdated...

So I've been listening to alot of old musics lately...well not exactly old but it's those dated a few years back...the most recent would be Fall Out Boys' most recent album 'Infinity on High'...I have to admit...it's good music to the ears...they rock good...heh...besides them would be Coldplay's 'X&Y'...it's real soothing and calm...love it...pretty relaxing too...

Well other than that...been watching alot of TV lately...and damn I'm really waiting for CSI next wednesday...The hunt for Sara Sidle begins...XD the season finale for last season is really a cliffhanger though...love and hate those kinda finales...you gotta admit...when you get a cliffhanger season finale...you can't stop wondering what is going happen...the anticipation could kill...but the good part is...you're definitely in for a treat the start of next season...=)

Besides that...watched The Prestige, Blood Diamond, The Illusionist, and some others that I can't really remember...

It's in The Prestige that I heard something said by one of the supporting characters that really got my attention...

After being amazed by a magician's tricks or illusions, you would want to find out the truth behind it...How do they do it? But of course you won't find it because you aren't really looking, you want to be FOOLED.

Then again I guess it really applies to real life situations...do you sometimes find yourself in a situation where you'd rather not knowing the truth about something? That you would rather be fooled?

Good start...

Well...it's been about 6 days since new year...and I have to admit...I'm already having the time of my life...Ups and downs...sadness and happiness...my life has not been this eventful since I left high skool...

1st of all...I've argued with Rowena big time during new year...to the point that I think we're over for sure...She proved me wrong...and I haven't been so happy to be proven wrong...She called me and we talked things over...gained a new level of understanding towards each other...and found out that one of our mutual 'friend' might be manipulating us against each other...won't say who...and details might be too long a story to tell...and it's private anyway...: \

I missed you so much...=(

Glad to have you back again babe...^_^

Then I went out to lepak with some old friends...Zh, Ju Anne, add Tzu Huei in it too...We were planning to go and play pool near my college...but it's closed...>_> so we had lunch at McDonald's while trying to figure out what to do next...and we ended up going to Ju Anne's place in Petaling Jaya...we just hung out there...didn't really do much other than playing with her dog...and listening to them playing piano...

Speaking of the dog...



I tamed the "BEAST" /o/

It likes me somehow...not that I even met it before...it just jumped onto my lap for no reason...but hey...what the hell...at least I have company when the 3 of them are grouping together playing "group piano"...>_> oh well...

Then we went to TS later...yes...it's there again...but just to park my car there and head over to Chow Kit...and no I'm not a "Bapa Ayam"...>_> So me and Tzu Huei followed Ju Anne to a tailor's so that she could give the tailor some materials for her upcoming cosplay...it didn't take long...only about an hour or so...then we went back to TS for dinner...Ju Anne's cousin was working there and is about to get off so she told her to come along so I could drive her home as well...yea...by now there's like 3 girls around me...lucky me.../o/ So after we had dinner...I drove them home...and that kinda sums up the day for me...except for me having my usual late night chat with Rowena on msn...=P

CHEERZ

New Year...New Life

Oh well...New Year Resolutions? I have some...1...get a face-lift and start to keep an eye on self presentation (looks)...2...get into year 1...3...get a girlfriend.../o/ barely inspiring ones...but It's a good way to start...I already got numbers 1 and 2 done...I've got myself some new glasses...I liked how it looks on me though my family's not really use to it...and of cuz...the new haircut...number one...DONE...

As for number 2 & 3...I'll need time of course...hope this year will turn out good for me...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!